Happy Days

sunny days and sunny skies
deceitful hearts and happy lies
lurking in shadows, i heard it so much
freedom & love?
its just about luck!

choices and plans, thinking ahead
just leave me alone to cry in bed!
family and friends, i love and fear
i crave their pain it keeps me clear...

what am i going to do
seems my soul is seeping through
force a smile to love my pain
all i really want is rain.